I've started this year in pain... Mostly bowel pains, they were there every day... some days more prominent than others, but there.... Then the bleeding started and pelvic pain along with terrible back aches started... All about my uterus hating me and all.... I went to several doctors and finally found out what the bleeding was about, which was a relief... I am on the second type of hormones to try to control that. With the first type the pain had subsided a little... I still felt discomfort but it was totally manageable. With this second type, it seems the bowel pains have returned with a vengeance... I've been reading up on things and it seems that endometriosis can cause this shit. Some days my entire belly is just sore... those are the good days... Other days, any movement feels like my belly is gonna burst open... coughing is a nightmare... the pain literally brings tears to my eyes. Even tho I am losing weight i am so bloated that clothes don't fit me.
Living in pain drains you. I feel tired all the time. I have no energy. I feel ugly and bloated. I have dark circles around my eyes. I am bitchy and short tempered. I'm exhausted! You know there's something very wrong when you hope for days when you are "just" sore.
This fucking sucks. Big time!
